The Way We Were

Wow I haven't blogged in over a month! So much has happened I don't really know where to start. Well firstly, exams are over, so is schoolies (which was AWESOME), I now have BRACES (all together now: eeeew), and most importantly; results come out tomorrow! I don't actually feel that nervous...probably being a bit too overconfident, instead of bracing myself for the 90 that I won't be surprised to get. Ahhh don't have very high hopes for tomorrow BUT on the flipside, look out for me and seven other PLCers in the Herald Sun! It'll probably be out the day after tomorrow...and in typical PLC style, I'll only be in it if my enters good :P

All the best for tomorrow yr 12s!
Love, Julia

It's A Jungle Out There

Exams are driving me craaaazy. I can't wait until they're over just so I can sleep better at night.

Methods tomorrow :)

It's Amazing What You Can Hide Just By Putting On A Smile

I am so so screwed. I have officially failed both english and bio. Well I guess that's what I get for spending my whole swotvac on english even when I knew I was going to fail that. Urgh. So should have spent it on subjects that I actually have some chance of passing. But now I shall just go fail everything, like bio this morning. Which was SO bad. And spesh. Which I haven't done yet but I'm pretty sure I'll fail that too.

Think positive thoughts. Positive thoughts. Revs can save my enter score. And my two midyears. If worst comes to worst I can just do science at Melb :) No stress.

I'm On My Knees Looking For The Answer

NO MORE ENGLISH EVER!!!
No more Kite Runner, no more freaking CONFLICT and no more language analysis!!! I don't even care how I did, I'm just so glad it's over!! Wooo!
And now on to spesh. Ugh.

Happy times :)

I've rediscovered the piano. And it's so much fun!

Love, Julia

Do Not Enter

English is tomorrow! And that's not an excited exclamation mark, it's an 'oh my gosh I'm going to die tomorrow cos I only just realised it's actually tomorrow tomorrow and not I-still-have-plenty-of-time-to-study tomorrow' exclamation mark. And it's kinda dumb to try cram but I have to if I want to be able to write anything down tomorrow...wooo 25 here I come! So far, I have not done any essays to time, haven't memorised any quotes and have pretty much zero modern day examples of conflict. Ok, maybe exaggerating a little bit, but I'm still soooo dead. I figure that if I'm going to fail english anyway, the least I can do is make everybody else feel better about their english prep :) Don't worry, I'm happy to oblige.

After tomorrow I'm going SHOPPING. Yes I know, spesh and bio on monday but I'm prepared for bio and going to try cram spesh...it should so be the other way round, but at least maths has generally been nice to me over the years...But yeah I get to spend my $60 book vouchers at my favourite shop ever BORDERS, and know that I will NEVER have to touch english again! After 12:15 tomorrow, I will be a very happy girl.

And just to rub it in to all those people doing languages, ONLY 14 DAYS LEFT OF EXAMS! Bahaha languages might scale but you get an extra week of stress. So not worth it.

I really don't want to go to sleep. Cos then I know that when I wake up, I'll have to prepare for the thing I have been dreading all year. But I guess since I've already sabotaged myself enough, I should at least get a good nights sleep.

Ok gotta stop being negative. I'd probably never feel prepared for this even if I did all the practice in the world. It's in your hands God.

'Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.' 1Peter 5:7
Best advice ever.

If I actually manage to pass this...it won't be because of me.

Good luck everybody!
Love, Julia

Throw Me A Lifeline

Ahahah clearly that hasn't sunk in yet or I wouldn't be mucking around in my spares.

Sorry for the extended hiatus. I'd like to say I've been studying but I try not to lie, so I won't. As far as work goes, I'm definately on the verge of drowning in it all. But even then I still don't feel stressed. Instead my mind is planning life post-exams. And geez it's going to be good. Shopping, schoolies, trip to Adelaide, road trip to Queensland, China perhaps? Though I really should be focusing on everything I have to do before then. But I don't know why I'm making myself feel so bad when all I need is a 95 to get into biomed at Melb. And that right there is why I have zero motivation to do anything.

Two days of school left. I'm not ready to leave ;(
Love, Julia

I Was Meant To Tread The Water, But Now I've Gotten In Too Deep

Just got back from Marysville after staying one night up there. That's where I was yesterday if anyone at church was wondering...no doubt my presence was greatly missed by everybody...
Oh and thank you to the person who voted for me to fail my exams. That's just lovely. It's so nice knowing that I have such great supportive friends around me :)

Too much sarcasm. I'm going now. To study. So that I hopefully won't fail exams. Fingers crossed.

Love, Julia

Walk Me Down Your Broken Line

And so ends the first week of the holidays... I'm not yet stressed, but definately feeling the pressure. I keep procrastinating. It's really annoying...
Delete msn and facebook? Yes? No? Pick an answer on the left.

Hmm I haven't blogged in a while...
Sarah's party was awesomeeeeee best 18th yet. But I forgot my camera so no pictures...
Been shopping a bit....
I'd like to say I've been studying...but I haven't, so I shouldn't lie.
Missed the winter sleepout yesterday...was too tired and had no lift...geez I can't wait till I get my P's...

Ugh should probs try studying.
Anyone wanna go state on tuesday?

Love, Julia

I'm Making Plans Not To Make Plans While I'm Here

Got my statement today. A bit disappointed to be honest. I know, I know, any sane person would be happy, overjoyed in fact to get those marks. Guess that makes me insane? But I was a bit...I dunno...dissatisfied? I think that's the right word. Though it was quite amusing...doing better in chem than bio that is :P Doubling the scores though is really really dumb..cos every mistake you make gets doubled. Mmm I should be happy.
Quadruple spare tomorrow :)

Love, Julia