It's A Jungle Out There

Exams are driving me craaaazy. I can't wait until they're over just so I can sleep better at night.

Methods tomorrow :)

It's Amazing What You Can Hide Just By Putting On A Smile

I am so so screwed. I have officially failed both english and bio. Well I guess that's what I get for spending my whole swotvac on english even when I knew I was going to fail that. Urgh. So should have spent it on subjects that I actually have some chance of passing. But now I shall just go fail everything, like bio this morning. Which was SO bad. And spesh. Which I haven't done yet but I'm pretty sure I'll fail that too.

Think positive thoughts. Positive thoughts. Revs can save my enter score. And my two midyears. If worst comes to worst I can just do science at Melb :) No stress.

Do Not Enter

English is tomorrow! And that's not an excited exclamation mark, it's an 'oh my gosh I'm going to die tomorrow cos I only just realised it's actually tomorrow tomorrow and not I-still-have-plenty-of-time-to-study tomorrow' exclamation mark. And it's kinda dumb to try cram but I have to if I want to be able to write anything down tomorrow...wooo 25 here I come! So far, I have not done any essays to time, haven't memorised any quotes and have pretty much zero modern day examples of conflict. Ok, maybe exaggerating a little bit, but I'm still soooo dead. I figure that if I'm going to fail english anyway, the least I can do is make everybody else feel better about their english prep :) Don't worry, I'm happy to oblige.

After tomorrow I'm going SHOPPING. Yes I know, spesh and bio on monday but I'm prepared for bio and going to try cram spesh...it should so be the other way round, but at least maths has generally been nice to me over the years...But yeah I get to spend my $60 book vouchers at my favourite shop ever BORDERS, and know that I will NEVER have to touch english again! After 12:15 tomorrow, I will be a very happy girl.

And just to rub it in to all those people doing languages, ONLY 14 DAYS LEFT OF EXAMS! Bahaha languages might scale but you get an extra week of stress. So not worth it.

I really don't want to go to sleep. Cos then I know that when I wake up, I'll have to prepare for the thing I have been dreading all year. But I guess since I've already sabotaged myself enough, I should at least get a good nights sleep.

Ok gotta stop being negative. I'd probably never feel prepared for this even if I did all the practice in the world. It's in your hands God.

'Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.' 1Peter 5:7
Best advice ever.

If I actually manage to pass this...it won't be because of me.

Good luck everybody!
Love, Julia