I'm On My Knees Looking For The Answer

NO MORE ENGLISH EVER!!!
No more Kite Runner, no more freaking CONFLICT and no more language analysis!!! I don't even care how I did, I'm just so glad it's over!! Wooo!
And now on to spesh. Ugh.

Happy times :)

I've rediscovered the piano. And it's so much fun!

Love, Julia

Do Not Enter

English is tomorrow! And that's not an excited exclamation mark, it's an 'oh my gosh I'm going to die tomorrow cos I only just realised it's actually tomorrow tomorrow and not I-still-have-plenty-of-time-to-study tomorrow' exclamation mark. And it's kinda dumb to try cram but I have to if I want to be able to write anything down tomorrow...wooo 25 here I come! So far, I have not done any essays to time, haven't memorised any quotes and have pretty much zero modern day examples of conflict. Ok, maybe exaggerating a little bit, but I'm still soooo dead. I figure that if I'm going to fail english anyway, the least I can do is make everybody else feel better about their english prep :) Don't worry, I'm happy to oblige.

After tomorrow I'm going SHOPPING. Yes I know, spesh and bio on monday but I'm prepared for bio and going to try cram spesh...it should so be the other way round, but at least maths has generally been nice to me over the years...But yeah I get to spend my $60 book vouchers at my favourite shop ever BORDERS, and know that I will NEVER have to touch english again! After 12:15 tomorrow, I will be a very happy girl.

And just to rub it in to all those people doing languages, ONLY 14 DAYS LEFT OF EXAMS! Bahaha languages might scale but you get an extra week of stress. So not worth it.

I really don't want to go to sleep. Cos then I know that when I wake up, I'll have to prepare for the thing I have been dreading all year. But I guess since I've already sabotaged myself enough, I should at least get a good nights sleep.

Ok gotta stop being negative. I'd probably never feel prepared for this even if I did all the practice in the world. It's in your hands God.

'Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.' 1Peter 5:7
Best advice ever.

If I actually manage to pass this...it won't be because of me.

Good luck everybody!
Love, Julia

The End's Not Near, It's Here

I love you guys so much. Thanks for making my years at PLC the best I've ever had. I'm going to miss seeing your smiling faces every morning...but I'd better not start on everything I'm going to miss or I'll make myself cry again.

Thank you guys so much for being the best friends anybody could ask for.

TO THE CLASS OF 08. WE. ROCK.

Throw Me A Lifeline

Ahahah clearly that hasn't sunk in yet or I wouldn't be mucking around in my spares.

Sorry for the extended hiatus. I'd like to say I've been studying but I try not to lie, so I won't. As far as work goes, I'm definately on the verge of drowning in it all. But even then I still don't feel stressed. Instead my mind is planning life post-exams. And geez it's going to be good. Shopping, schoolies, trip to Adelaide, road trip to Queensland, China perhaps? Though I really should be focusing on everything I have to do before then. But I don't know why I'm making myself feel so bad when all I need is a 95 to get into biomed at Melb. And that right there is why I have zero motivation to do anything.

Two days of school left. I'm not ready to leave ;(
Love, Julia